I won't pray to the Gods,
To forgive my sins.
For this is my punishment,
For all that I've been.
I've been selfish,
And I've been cruel.
All the things that I've done,
Made me look like a fool.
I wish I could take it all back,
Make it all disappear.
I caused people pain,
With nothing but tears.
This will always be me,
And what I have to show for.
Bringing nothing but sadness,
Like the rain when it pours.
I don't want to do this anymore,
Giving noting but pain.
To the ones I love,
Making them feel shame.
No one should have,
This thing unchosen.
Keep it to myself,
My love, My poison
