Lost

Driving away in the lost road
Thinking back, going slow
Was it so hard?
Was it so easy?

Lights of cars shinning beyond
And the lights of the stars twinkle above
Desperate for being out
Trying to keep up the fight

No longer will I feel the pain
No longer will I shut myself away

Spinning around looking for an exit
Out on my own....again
Trying not to give up
I guess I'm not good enough

Would you really miss me if I was gone?
Even if I left all my rage and then just run?

The crashing sound wakes me from my dreams
Is really going to end like this?
The pain feels too real
I think it’s how supposed to be

Confusing thoughts invade my mind
Trying to hold on
Until I cant do it anymore
Mumbling my last words
Preparing myself for what’s to come

Closing my eyes, breathing in relief
Knowing that everything will end here
Finally letting myself be
Finally able to be just me

How can the darkness feel so right?
Feeling how everything will be just fine

Watching the rain drops fall
Pouring the life left on me
Wondering how i got this far
Lingering on, my life passing by
Reaching peace at last