It Doesn't Really Matter..

It really doesn't matter
How hard I want to try
All my hopes and dreams...
All of them, a lie

It doesn't really matter
Just how much I pray
Because there's nothing that will change
What I realized today...

It doesn't matter how hard I work
Stressing myself to no end
It doesn't matter how much I accomplish
And I just can't pretend

It really doesn't matter
Because I'll never make it far
There's no believing I'm something special
We're only what we are

It really doesn't matter
It's just a pointless prayer
It really never mattered,
...But is that really fair?