So you wanna know

So you wanna know who I am?
Well, I am the kid who still
wants everything he had in the past.
I am the one who knows it's to late.

I am the oby who lost the love of his life.
The student who can no longer learn in school
because to many questions race through his mind.
The one who is still desperately searching for help.

It's all a too bad that he can't find it.
I am the one who hasn't given up just yet.
The kid who still sees hope in the
remaining friends he still has, but still... help me?