Leave me alone
why oh why are these cold and traitorous thoughts following my mind
The agony inside of me grows as it feeds of my conscience
A peacefully moment
comes and go
But with that hatred and agony flows
Traitorous thoughts follow my mind
sick and tired I get
draining my life spirit
feeding on my soul
Lost and gone I feel
for every second the past, the present,
and the future appears
like to be nothing that had ever meaning to me
Traitorous thoughts returns to me
now and again forever will they come and torment me For every second that goes by
everything that seemed important has now no means to me
Cold and traitorous thoughts feeding on my soul
killing me slowly while I perish in the attemp
trying to stay alive
for another peacfully moment
I eager for thee kiss
but from whom you might just say?
may The Angel of Death be mercyfull to me
Kiss me gentle kiss me quick
and I will kiss back
I welcome death
to end my miserable life
But death won't kiss me
I am to be in a far worse stage
it's called life
I eager for the death
why oh why
does the death not eager for me?
In a despaired attempt
I see the razor blade
as an escape for the stranger
whom has been sleeping
in the debt of me is about to wake
on the edge to insanity
Cold and traitorous thoughts
feeding on my soul
at last I will disappear
and the stranger whom has been hiding
in the dept of my soul is appearing to me
The cold and traitorous thoughts
have killed me now
I take my true form as I am leaving
one last breath escapes my lips
I know it's time
Gone insane forever more
But I'm scared
who is this stranger to be?
be carefully for I cannot imagine what he is cable of doing.
I who was I?
I was never me?
Within me there was another I or two
Sharing my mind and body with thee
as I left my body
the other I took the true form of me
