Good-bye

If this is life,
I just want to say good-bye.
If this is what it's like,
I never really had a chance.
Everyday dissapears like a long lost friend
This is what I try to mend
'Please', I say
Let me hold onto this last thought
This is not what I fought for
I remember the light shining through,
and the birds that flew
Now it is the darkness that I know
and the flightless birds that walk through black snow
It feels like I'm killing myself
Every second I'm living,
I die a little
Oh, just give it to me quick!
This slow beating life is too much
Why can't you just let me say good-bye?
Everything is so worthless,
Godless, and so thoughtless
All I want is to save myself
I'd give it all,
Just for a taste of light.