However Far

However far i run,
However far i hide,
I cant get rid of this feeling,
That lives deep inside.

Ive tried to run away
From the hurt and the pain,
But it keeps coming back to me,
Over and over again.

Why did you rape me
And leave me like this?
You said it was natural
You gave me your kiss.

You made me feel dirty
Disgusting and bruised.
I was only 10,
I had been so used.

Five years later
I confessed to a friend.
She said it was wrong
She said it was bent.

I cried and cried
Till my tears ran dry.
You manipulated me
You had been so sly.

Now ive left,
Unsure what to do,
Because all of my life,
Ive been wreaked by you.