Hold on

I hold on to things that are precious, that is what I do; but alas you don't know how much I love you.
I love him with all my heart. He would have never known I love him unless his friends didn't tell him so. He might be a year older, but I still love him.
Only thing is I have no clue if he still loves me. High school love is confusing. I will never understand unless I am with him once again.