You Knew all along you could do this to me

So you made me hate me,
Isn't that what you wanted all along?
For me to feel worth less and weak,
Make me believe everything I do is wrong?

I scurry into my corner,
Every time someone even gets remotely close,
Because you made me ashamed of who I am,
And the truth is, No body knows.

No one can understand my pain,
How I'm rotting and dying inside!
How I was once happy and in love with you,
How now I wish you'd just die.

I have never felt so alone,
Until the day you left my arms.
You and I are no longer together,
But I'm still haunted by your charms.

You fooled me into believing,
That there's nothing left for me.
That I am destined to be alone forever,
And no one can hear me scream.

You shut me out completely,
So why am I still hanging on.
I know I'm hanging onto nothing,
So why can't I just be strong.

You knew I couldn't just give you up.
You knew I'd stick by you no matter what,
You took advantage of the love I had for you,
I could feel the betrayal in my gut.

So why is it that I know this,
And I still love you with all my heart?
You keep playing with my emotions,
And keep tearing me apart.