What happened ?

Baby.things weren't suppose to be like this !!
you & i
i cant even think no more. all what i can say is
wat is there to do now?
i don't even wanna get up in the morning.all i wanna think about is that your there beside me
with me. by me. by everyone
baby
i had to found out on our 3rd month . may.12.07 - July.12.07
Hun. that was tha hardest thing i ever felt.
the tears down my face
my heart breaking

when you 1st asked me out, i didn't really like you
all i knew is that you were Andrea's friend and i talked to you time to time
but there was this feeling in my stomach..saying. "just say YES
maybe hes different, you ever know"
but mike;;
you showed me theres a different side of me. you showed me theres still a chance for love
left in me.
in the end i fell in love with you
from our lil fights to you staying up txtin me making sure I'm at home safe nd sound.
even when i txted you to tell you i was lost
you would find a way to call me or you'll text me until i was at home safe

when you used up all your mins on your cell. you would steel Kelly's cell phone to use up his mins just so you can say
"this is how much i love you"

i know your in a better place watching over all of us
me,your son,becca,your mom,everyone
but Hun i didn't know how long i can take this pain inside
i didn't know why but i try to smile
i think of you
i look at the shy. i see you
when i close my eyes. i see you looking at me