Painfull

I remember the days when love was fun and free
never to stressed to find or blind to see
but the times changed along with your face
and i felt it was beyond me to run this race
you said that i was the one you loved forever and a day
but yet all you wanted was to destroy and make me fray
i couldn't let you win its not within my nature
sometimes my mind thinks of you and becomes a fracture

Some say that the one you love will get you thru
forgive me when i disagree an portray it to be untrue
i kept my self locked inside your false love
hoping someday you'd reach for me from above
how stupid could i have been and felt this feeling
silly me it musta been some sorta outside being
see how easy it is to be stupid and fake?
thats how it feels everyday with your high stake?

so at the end of the day my minds in a mess
but at the end off it all i must confess
that you treated me unkind when the time was far from right
and one day i will find the strength in me to continue the fight
of trying to keep your live in me alive
forgetting that its on the misunderstanding i thrive
you'll never understand what it means to be me
because the truth is you'll forever be blind to see