I Was Never Good With Long Goodbyes

If you only knew how I felt
I wouldn't be here today
Drowning in this mess
And the endless seas of gray

My heart is slowly dying
My legs are slow to react
I'm losing all conscieceness
I can't help but want you back

Day in and day out
My eyes are painted red
The tears have reached a maximum
I feel as good as dead

But what's the use in crying
It only makes my stomach turn
And as far as knowing when to quit,
I guess I'll never learn

I was never good with long goodbyes
So I'll make this short and brief
I love you baby forever and a day
But this love holds too much grief