New, old, and gone

Some place new and unfamiliar,
wandering aimlessly all alone,
left the love of my life behind,
left all my friends in the dust,
and all i have is unfamiliar.
wandering alone in the fog, i stumble upon a new life, a new name, a new look,
and totally new feelings. my new life was going great, no worries, all happy, all content,
until i realized i had forgotten, forgotten my old life and friends. they were still there, still wondering, they were curious as to why, why i didn't call them, why i seemed to have forgotten them. once again my life was thrown in to chaos, my life, so confusing, was shattered, why did i have to remember, why did i Gav have to forget in the first place.
did i hate my life so much, that i was forced to forget, forced to make a new life, make a new me. i am no longer stormy, but i am also no longer new, i am stuck in the between, no old, no new, no life. my old life is gone, cast away, my new life never really was there, i have no real life , not anymore.