I Hate You!

I look deep into your eyes and I just want to slap you in your face,
For all the stupid lies you told that made my life a disgrace.

I hate you and I can't bare your smile,
I knew all along this would end in denial.

You acted so much like a kid,
And you know you did.

You did it just to get on my nerves,
Sure there were obstacles but "I" tried to swerve.

To miss all of the suffering and pain,
But never mind thats what only I gained.

So now I'm sitting here mad as heck,
Still hating you for making my life a wreck.

I hate the way you say I love you,
You didn't and I always knew.

Some days I just sit and stare at your picture,
Trying to figure out why my emotions are in such a mixture.

A mixture between love and hate,
All day my mind debates.

You love me you love me not,
I just wish you were the one my mind forgot.

It wouldn't hurt me at all,
I knew you would never be there to catch me if I fall.