Don't you dare try to talk to me or hug me.
Don't even think to tell me everything is alright.
I will always remember what it is you did to me,
You can't hide it. I have told so many of my fright.
I can't believe I had never saw it before,
That you had been using me from the start.
Trying to make you happy seemed like a chore.
Constantly I was working to win over your heart.
I look back now and ask myself, "what the hell for?"
When it was all only going to end like this anyways.
I really believed I was the one you'd grow to adore.
I let myself believe in your lies for many days.
You weren't as bad before, you managed your rage.
You called me names, but you never threw a blow.
Then suddenly the anger came out to front stage.
Now you've finally landed one, not so long ago.
You told me you loved me, that you really cared.
You expected me to believe that? It was too late.
When you realized this is when your anger flared.
You let it go with blows to my face as if by fate.
Now I am scared to go near you, or to utter a word even.
The scene plays over in my mind as if it were on a big screen.
We will never be, not even as friends. I am finally leavin'.
They knew from the start, they expected. It wasn't so unseen.
I could've stopped this from the start, instead of let continue.
Why I didn't is beyond my belief. If only I had seen it coming.
Now my pain is laying here open to you, the only item on the menu.
It hurt me so much, that it'll never be forgotten. It's so numbing.
Now I am finally letting go, finally teaching myself to forget you.
I don't need this anymore, I don't deserve to go through this pain.
I know it might not be all that easy, but it is what I have to do.
Now I will let memories get washed away as if left out in the rain.
So here you go, are you happy now? This is my one final good bye.
No, I wont begin to start making excuses. I have made my peace.
Now that you can't hurt me, there are no more reasons left to cry.
Wont change my mind. My feelings for you finally met their decrease
