What Else Is There To Do?

You don't know how it feels
to go home everyday and cry
to sit on your bed home alone
crying so hard you think you'll die.

no one to hear you crying
while mascara runs down your face
u feel so miserable
and so very out of place.

every time u stop crying
the thoughts rush back to you
the tears begin again
what else is there to do?

you decide to bottle it up
put on the cap and seal it
hide it away from everyone
until you can find your "first aid kit".

*"first aid kit" is not meant literally..it actually is making reference to someone or something that can help you heal*