I miss you. little brother x

As each minute comes i remember you
you can't begin to imagine what i'm going through
everytime i see something of yours i want to cry
but big girls DON'T cry (well thats a lie).

Never have i cried so much in my whole life
as much as i cry for you
and please believe me i miss you- it's true.

being there to say goodbye
it made me cry
but i thought of how lucky i was to have that chance
and it made me wander about how you would of looked if you were a bit older
you were too young to go- you were my little soldier.

10 years old not even a teen
thinking on how you would have been
handsome and smart
i thought i was fine but it's hit me like a dart
through my back to my heart..

i miss you more than anything and would do anything to get you back.

I miss you lil bro and i can't accept your gone.
in my head it's saying no no no
but people here saying yes
well i'll let you sleep and have your rest
i just want you to know you are and will always be the absoloute best.

i love you

xx