Think twice

I see a girl
lonely to the bone
her mind started to twirl
as she sits and stares at the phone

the reflection
is shocking
depressing
to know that i have let myself get this way

barley in one piece
wrist in a mess
her life one big test

Ive lost all friends
but put razors in the place of them
i get so week
there is nothing in me left to keep

i see you lying next to me
but why
the lonely girl
lost her life
all to a knife

she only wants out
fix the mistakes
but its to late
she has one last thing to say

' i hated my life, all of it. but once its was gone i wanted it all back. i thought i was not loved, but trying to sit up in that casket was imposable. i have never seen my mom cry so much. she lost he one and only daughter. i wanted to say sorry. for the harm i had caused. but she could not hear me. I'm afraid i may have died."
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P.S. i know of people that have lost there life to suicide... but talk my word most of the time its not worth the pain. not only to you but the ones that love you. you were put in life for a reason. think twice and long and hard before you do it next..
-Kayla