Sry i lost you

I don't know why it happened or why it was you I cry for my heart to come back in place because I know what's happened and what cant change I love you with my heart my soul my tears its so hard Where do I begin? Its like it just got dark like the lights have all dimmed I cry at night of the past we had you'll never leave my heart your my best friend .so why did you have to go and leave me alone in this cold room with nothing I could do what am I suppose to do when all I want is to be in the same room as you I miss your smile are little laughs I miss everything please Jenna come back when will we meet again, someday someway maybe up there there's got to be away memories they just aren't enough to make life fair I wish it could have been me instead of you up there my life has been rough so rough I don't care all I want is to be with you anywhere so my angel tell me this what do I do just let the wind take me where ever it goes tell me now I need to know I just want to be free like a butterfly I want to be able to have an open mind one that can truly see that the person I need and love has left me an ocean of tears lies deep down inside my heart afraid of letting go I never wanted to depart. Why? Did you go I miss your hug I miss laugh I miss everything and always will your my hero best friend the love of my life I miss you!