IM TIRED OF EVERYTHING......

I'M TIRED OF CRYING,
I'M TIRED OF THE PAIN,
ALL I WANT TO DO IS RUN AWAY,
I'M NOT THE SAME,NOR WILL I EVER BE
PLEASE TELL ME YOU'LL BE THERE NE-WAY......
I CRY INSIDE,AT THE SAME TIME I'M "DYING"
MY WORLD IS COMING TO END,THATS WHY I CRY
WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAY,WHY SHOULD I CARE
WAIT I JUST REMEMBERED I HAVE TO LIVE FOR HER
I WANT TO BE STRONG JUST FOR MY BABY GIRL
I CANT STOP CRY,CZ NO MATTER WHAT,IT STILL HURTS
I'M TALKING ABOUT MY HEART,AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO TO MAKE IT STOP.......
I'M SCARED,I'M LOST PLEASE...I NEED UR HELP
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO,I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY,IVE TRIED TO PREY,BUT THAT DIDN'T WORK...I JUST FEEL WORST DAY BY DAY,
I'M TIRED OF CRYING
I'M TIRED OF THE PAIN
I WISH I WAS FAR AWAY
BECAUSE EVEN IN MY DREAMS....THEY'RE NEVER PLEASANT
THEY JUST MAKE THINK ABOUT ALL,THAT HAPPENED THROUGH OUT MY DAYS,
WHICH IS JUST FULL OF PAIN
PLEASE HELP ME OUT THE BEST WAY YOU CAN,
MY HEARTS HURTS,AND NOT JUST OF HIM
ITS FROM THE WAY I FEEL,AND I'M NOT LYING
IT STARTED WHEN MY BABY WAS BORN
I JUST STARTED THINKING NEGATIVE
ABOUT WHAT HAPPENS TO ME
I'M SORRY IF I YELLED
I'M SORRY IF I'M WAS MEAN
I'M ALSO SORRY,FOR EVERYTHING
I DINT MEAN TO BE THIS WAY,I SWEAR I DON'T REALIZE IT TILL LATER...
I SAID SOME BAD WORDS, I DID SOME BAD THINGS
BUT PLEASE FORGIVE,I DON'T FELL THE SAME NE MORE
I JUST FEEL LIKE I'M LIVING A DIFFERENT LIFE...AND EVERYTHING KEEPS GETTING WORST..
I'M TIRED OF CRYING
I'M TIRED OF THE PAIN,
I'M ALSO TIRED,OF THE NEGATIVE PEOPLE SENT MY WAY....
DOESN'T GOD THINK IVE BEEN THROUGH ENOUGH,WHY MAKE IT WORST,WHAT DOES HE WANT TO SEE ME GET BURIED 6FT IN THE DIRT......WHAT CAN I DO,WHAT CAN I SAY,IS THERE ANYTHING TO MAKE THE PAIN GO AWAY,
I TRIED TO BE NICE
I TRIED TO FORGET!!!!!! WAT MAKES ME FEEL THIS WAY...........
I CANT PIN POINT IT EXACTLY...SO LET BE, I'M TIRED OF EVERYTHING..
I'M TIRED OF CRYING
I'M TIRED OF THE PAIN
I'M SERIOUS I CANT TAKE IT NE MORE,I WISH I WAS OUT OF THIS WORLD
I WANT TO GO AWAY..
I WANT BE FREE..
I WANT TO BE THE OLD ME......
I MISS HAVING FUN
I MISS FEELING LIKE I'M SOME ONE
BUT INSTEAD I WISH I WOULD JUST........ "DISAPPEAR"
SO NOBODY HAS TO HEAR ME NE MORE =(
CZ I'M TIRED OF HEARING I'M DOING SOMETHING "WRONG"
SO I'M GOING TO WIPE THE TEARS FROM MY FACE,AND GO LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND WATCH MORE CAME DOWN
JUST REMEMBER
"I'LL NEVER BE THE SAME"
I'M SORRY FOR EVER ACTING THE WAY I DID.....PLEASE FORGIVE ME,I NEVER MEANT ANY THING I DID, THAT WAS WRONG
I'M GOING TO GO WIPE THE TEARS FROM MY FACE...
AND HOPEFULLY I CAN STOP HURTING....AND BE A GOOD MOM,SISTER AND FRIEND.....
I DON'T WANT TO HURT........
I JUST WANT SOME ONE TO BE THERE......WHEN I NEED THEM
AND I'LL DO THE SAME...
THE END.. HOPEFULLY YOU'LL UNDERSTAND ME A LITTLE BIT MORE..
BECAUSE I KNOW I DON'T MAKE ANY SENSE. SO ITS EVEN HARD FOR ME TO UNDERSTAND MYSELF...
AND THATS THE WORST FEELING PAIN