I Love you forever~!

Your killing me inside, yet i still try an hold on.
I grip the reins of my broken heart to stop it from falling apart.

I take what you throw an bleed the pain away.
Im losing my mined and i dont know what to do.
Your killing me and i dont know how to pull though.

I just started getting my life on track, making plans Making goals, then all of a sudden you made me stack.
Im back at square one where im about to crack.

The pain of you being gone is eating my soul.
I want you so bad, i need you here.
Without you here all i feel is the fear.
Of my mindless action and my crazy thoughts.

As i yell and as i scream, i think of
you an how you seem.
I think of how much i need you and how much i miss you right now.

I think of your tender touch as i run the blade across my veins.
I think of the smell of your perfume as i dig it deeper in.
I clench my fists in love of you, wishing you where here to stop me seeing it through.

I cant handle it.
Im an animal without you.
Just this creature squirming with painful emotions.

Come back to me before its to0 late!!
For tonight il scream your name in hope
that you'll appear and if your dont
its goodbye my dear... s2