Life with no tomorrow

How can you sit there as life slips away
My anger grows stronger with each desolate day
Two years of hate anger and pain
Why canâ??t you see it why canâ??t you trust
My desolate soul is covered in rust
The rust of a passionate agony no one should endure
But life has gotten grievous and Iâ??m no longer sitting on that big moon lit shore
I wish you could see it I wish you could trust
Every day you say it, it hits me like a gust
You say you really love me you say you really care
But I canâ??t take the pain; Iâ??m tiered of all the rain
So take the mask off now
Look into my eyes donâ??t look past
Look into my soul donâ??t look through
See what you do see what you will see what I feel
Then you can see the reason for my pain
Youâ??ll understand that there is nothing here to gain
So why should I stay here on this world with you
To used as tool, to be taken as a fool
There is no reason for me to stay Iâ??ve caused so much dismay
Just let it be, it must be
Just let go of me and let me float away
To a world that I can call my own
Its no where youâ??ve been shown
Itâ??s far away from here
Let go of me and let me float away
From this misery here on this worldly earth
Let me be free of this birth
So maybe then I can understand how you sat there and watched my life fall to this
Itâ??s done itâ??s gone itâ??s the end of it all
Only a few more feet to fall
Iâ??m at the end so tell me now
How you sat there and never gave a damn
My whole life has been a sham
Full of lies and deceit, misery and pain
All I want to obtain is a life worth liven
I just want to be free, so let me be
What I am, what I can be, what I will be
Why canâ??t you see
Donâ??t worry cause soon enough I will set myself free
And no more worries, itâ??ll all be ok
But I need to say goodbye today
To all this earth, to my fair birth
Now I must fly
So blow out the candles and let go of the handles
And breathe one last breath with me
Give me all you have to give
As I plunge to my death
To live without tomorrow, and no more sweet sorrow
Donâ??t forget the words Iâ??ve spoken, cause they will be the token that sets you free

-catie buckman