Lost forever

Who I appear to be, is now obviously that I am not, I am not what I appear to think I am, I am who?

What should I be? My appearance is a faked up facade behind the curtains, who am I?

Who am I to be? Why am I to be the way that I appear to be? Pretending a faked up facade that I play, behind my appearance who am I?

How can I not know myself, I am lost forever.

An pretending of being something that I don't know what to be?

- Pretending a way of life

Aren't we all?