Dreading

Dreading tomorrow
cause I'm stuck on today
all the things you told me
slowly fade away

my mind is a blurr
i don't know what to do
somehow along the way
i fell in love with you

dreading the future
cause I'm stuck in the past
hoping i can fix
everything that didn't last

my head is spinning
so many things left to say
but before i begin
I have to let go of today

dreading next time
cause I'm stuck on right now
you make me smile
but i have no idea how

my eyes are searching
where is that knife
if i didn't have you
there'd be no point in life

dreading the answers
cause I'm stuck on the questions
you leave me speechless
did i forget to mention

my heart is screaming
it wants you right here
i lay here alone
as i feel the drop of the first tear

i cant wait till tomorrow
I'm letting go of today
I've finally realized
your here to stay <3

I wrote this for my boyfriend, Jason.
I love him so much <333