The real me

I looked at my reflection
and all i can see is the
pain inside of me!

When you come
I try to smile
but deeply inside
I cut myself!

When the rain is
starting to fall
i stay to cry cause
thats the only way
without being spotted!

When I see my pictures
and the mirror there are
2 different people!

I start to wonder what the HELL I have
become all because of you!