Simply no way back

I lay at night
And Think what I want
What is life, what it has for me
But still, I feel so lost, so unknown
I wish I could change some things
But I just cant and what is done, done
There is no way back and i cannot regret
I most except and move on
Learn from my mistakes
take it in, all in
maybe one day one day
ill know what I must do
but today I sit her in my chair
and think what should change
I feel like crying, I feel like dying
I wana know, I wana know
But I just donâ??t t
These feelings that I donâ??t know
are tearing me inside and out
There is no way back, no way to the past
I must move on and never look back.