You can't have what you never loved

Remember all those times you told me lies
and how you listened to my pleading cries
and all those times you let me fall
remember how you watched it all
Now I sit here and think about the times I bled
and you only watched the tears that I shed
I want to trust you, I want to feel
My heart was broken, and it still won't heal
you've torn a hole that can never mend
and its depth, I doubt you'd comprehend
You called me stupid, then begged for love
As if I were an angel from up above

Remember how we used to kiss
you hid your lies in passionate bliss
and remember how you'd hold me tight
and dream of her all through the night
I'm sick of this, now let me go
I won't show you love, I hope you know
you're too busy to care about my emotions
and my promises of faithful devotion
Guess what, my sweet, you can cry
because it's time for me to say goodbye
I'm tired of representing another girl
but I wanted to be part of your world
guess its too late, so leave me be
I'm not yours anymore. I am free.