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by Carlee Oct 25, 2007 category : Sadness, depression / other
I should be in bed, but I'm not. I should have more pride in myself, but I don't. I should get better grades, but I don't. I should apply myself more, but I don't. I should not leave my heart open like a public restroom to use, but I do. I should care more for the ones I love, but I forget most times. I should do my chores, but most times I don't. I should care more about my appearance, but I could care less. I should get more sleep than I do, but I can't. I should have more class, but I don't. I should just say "screw guys, but I don't. I should care more about school, but I could care less about it in this stage of my life. I should be in bed right now, but I'm writing this. I should be doing my homework, but whats the use? I can do it in the morning. I should be happier than I am, but I'm not. I should not care what you think about me, but I do. I should be taking out the trash right now, but I'm a teenager, we get side tracked. I should listen to music that doesn't degrade women, but I don't because I love the beat. I should, but screw it, I'm going to bed