Lost inside

So lost inside.
Not sure what is real
Nightmares upon nightmares
Confused to what I feel

Hurt and alone
I sit hear and think
Wondering why
As my cheeks turn pink

Unsteady and cold
Love is my fear
I can't turn back
Nor shed a tear

What should I do?
In this awful mess
If I leave
I love you none the less

But do I, I ponder
Is this real
Am I making a mistake?
What the Fu<k do I feel?

Alone and hurt
I still wonder why
I guess its just life
So I sit, and I cry