Why?

Why did I let myself fall for you again?
Just like before, all you did was break my heart.
Even though you said you didn't want to, you still did.
If you didn't want to, then why did you even act as if you were interested?
why do I always fall for the one's who break my heart?
why does me life suck so much?
All I want to do is be happy just this once.
I don't want to have to sit in my room by myself and cry constantly.
All I want is for one guy that I actually like to like me back.
Is that so much to ask?
Sure I have REAL freiends who care about me,
but do I have a REAL boyfriend who care?
No, I don't.
Honestly, thats all I want, a boyfriend who care.
Not one who pretends to care or one who is just dating me for no reason at all!
i want one who likes me for me and who I am, not who they want me to be.
If thats even possible....