You're already dead to me
The hurt replays one to many times through my mind
I'm just that other girl when you saw her behind my back
did you think overtime I'd forgive and forget
You said you had a doctors appointment, so i went to hang with my friends, down in town at the park in the end
Thats where i saw you holding hands ,thats where i saw you laughing,that's where i saw you with a look in your eyes i hadn't ever seen before ,that's where i saw you guys kissing.
As the tears blurred my eyes all i could think was why did you lie?
all the beautiful lies you fed to my heart
to keep me happy from the start
Why if you were going to do it did you have to pick my best friend?
Of all people you should know how hard that was going to be for me to comprehend.
As you two turned and saw me with mascara running down my face .
you excused yourself and came and said
" I let me explain myself"
while my heart broke 1000000 times
but no longer did i want to be your girlfriend or friend
If you were going to treat me like dirt again and again
I wanted to scream, to shout and cry
until I became out of breath, and cried so much i had no tears left in my eyes
