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by Raychil Oct 28, 2007 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
I think about it often It never really goes It bothers me deep inside But it never really shows I stare down at my arms a lot And wish the marks weren't there My hands trace them over sometimes And I wish I didn't care Sometimes I want to do it again To touch the icy steel To have the numbness ripped away Just so I can feel Mostly though I regret it For the people I could have hurt If I'd really gone all the way And was set into the dirt The pain is hard to ignore But I keep going every day I don't know why I do it I don't know why I stay Sometimes I still relapse And lose myself completely Sometimes I draw more blood But its ever so discretely I'm not allowed to take pills My parents say I'm fine They won't pay for a therapist Though my life in on the line So I go on in my numbness I go on in my hate I go on in my life And I leave it up to fate...
by Hannah Mhairi
WOW, LIKE WOW that was a really gud one it shows alot ov emotion and I really loved it, soo a 5/5