That same girl

I want to scream and yell at you...and blame you for everything I feel...I want to make you understand
that you are only what people make you to be...I want to talk to you for hours and hours just to make
sure that this isnt happening to me...and that you are not what you appear to be ...I want to paint my nails
with you...while gossping about the latest....I want to hate you..I want you to go away...and to learn
that you need me..but what I want ..wont make you learn...what I hate you for..will not make it go away..
so stop avoiding me..and face what you have done...you have lost a best friend..all because you thought
it would be great...just to be them...but what you dont understand is you have lost all of your friends
you have had a lifetime..for people who have done nothing but betray you..I want you ...to be that same
girl I have known almost my whole life....but that same girl has died ....