I m unwanted

Sometimes i feel that i am unwanted,

unwanted in this world,

unwanted in every phase of my life,

unwanted forever.

i look deep into my eyes,

searching for someone who is mine,

only mine,

but there also i am alone and unwanted.

may be one day i would realize that i was meant to be alone forever,

i would realize that i am not any more needed in this world.

Questions come into my mind every now and then,

that who am i,what i need,what i want.

but there was no answers

And no body wants to know it.

Do I expect what I dont deserve?

Or what is happening is all meant to be happen

Why do I wait for people to care for me?

When they dont even think about me.

Becoz they made me realized what I am,

And what I deserve.

Why I am complaining everyone,

Why I want to make them feel, what I am up to,

This is the end of all mistakes...

I had realized now...