You dont understand

You do not know what you do to me
Everything you say scares me
Inside it hurts
You just do not understand

I can not explain it
The way I feel
The fact that I cant tell anyone
Without them laughing at me
Or mocking me

You do not know what its like to be me
You do not want to know
Believe me
It just might make you realise something

When you scared of things
You hold back
Until you sure that you cant get hurt
But when will I ever be able to stop holding back

If I showed you what it was like
Do you think you might stop?
Or would you jus carry on
And keep thinking its not your fault

So overall
No one cares
What happens to me or not
Because after all
Im only another lost soul in the world