Alone

Sitting alone again
In a crowded room waiting for my life to begin
All i can hear all the cries and screams in my head
Wishing I could just be dead
I am sick of this life
I am so tempted to use the knife
I have done it so many times before
Just hoping you would walk through that door
The day you left my world was gone
And i was left with just your son
I can't understand why you had to died that night
Why couldn't you stay and hold me tight
But i guess everyone has their time its fate
And you indeed met your date.