Why

Why am I this way?
Why am I different by night, by day?

Why am I depressed?
Why am I never at rest?

Why am I in pain?
Why does it constantly rain?

Why do I see this sight?
Why is this sight never bright?

Why doesn't the sun rise anymore?
Why is my back sore?

Why do I see tears?
Why do I see them at least 700 times in 2 years,N

Why am I asking why, when theres no answer,