Anew

I'm scared to be who i really am to show my real feelings
to show all the things that make me
contrasting everything
troubled none
I'm scared of everything
and believe everyone

The preachers preaches
but i don't speak
not one word that true enough
Behind close eyes
i am a lonely child scared and petrified
The world has captured my true self
who am i really

To float away and never look back
to give up on everything and start anew
broken down and lifted up
Carry me to my grave of peace and let me sleep
Hold on to my memories no
They all have to go
i don't want to remember anything
Fresh like a newborn
Would that be to much
To much to be granted

Just rock to the beats in my heart and the rhythm in my feet
Cold nights and cold days everything stays the same
darkness falls the light reaches every seem
I'm reborn again my self Revelation has begun

no longer scared to show who i have become
ill show my real feelings
and show everything part of me
troubled little
believe none
but only scared of ONE

please comment this is one that i really want people to comment and tell me what they think.
*please and thank you