Kill me. Burn me down. I won't forget.

"When he didn't even know that I was giving up he was slowly moving on,
Now don't forget that this is your fault.
[kill me. burn me down. i won't forget.]
I thought I was over you,
That's how it all seems,
But I keep going back,
To crush my own dreams,
You fed me so many lines,
That weren't even true,
I can't stay away,
I don't know what to do,
You broke my heart
"So i said between my smiles and my regrets ;;
"don't let this be over"
but you put your hand over my mouth ::
and whispered
"It already is" ?"