Edge of existance

It hurts breathing
Nothing to stop this feeling
Just want it to end
It's driving me round the bend
I think I must be mad
I've made every one sad

I hate myself so much
My blood is too cold to touch
I need to let it all out
I need to know what it's all about
I can't take it anymore
Not since you walked out the door

I'm standing on the edge of existence
Fighting for my balance
Hanging by just one finger
For a few moments I linger
Then I set my finger free
Because the world's better off with out me