I never knew

I never knew.
I never knew that they would turn against me.
I never knew that when i was standing alone i would feel so hurt.
I never knew that what was on my mind was something i couldn't express but only through tears.
I never knew that everybody could tell that i was holding onto something.
I never knew that i couldn't change the past.
I never knew that i wasn't accpeted for who i am.
I never knew i wasn't broken enough for them.
But now i know that nothing can be changed from what it is already.