Because of you

Because of you
i wake up in tears
because of you
i hide from my fears
because of you
I'm scared to be with someone
because of you
i picked up the gun
because of you
i feel so alone
because of you
to this world I'm unknown
because of you
i wanna die
because of you
i stay up and cry
because of you
i want to end my life
because of you
my only friend is this knife
because of you
everything good turned to bad
because of you
all happiness changed to sad

BUT

Because of you
i smile in my sleep
because of you
the blood doesn't seep
because of you
I've learned to feel
because of you
i believe love is real
because of you
I've been given a second chance
because of you
I've been given a second glance
because of you
i feel so alive
because of you
i know i can survive
because of you
I'm happy to be here
because of you
i want everyone near
because of you
the pain faded away
because of you
I'm living another day