I'm So Wishing

I think about all those times,
all those memories I'm so missing.
With miserable eyes,
I'll pretend its not bothering me,
but when I see your smile in my dreams,
it'll be a like a heart attack sitting in my chest.
Does everything we've been through,
mean absolutely nothing to you?
You tell me you care,
you miss me,
you want me...
so do something about it.
But make damn sure,
it's what you want.
Now that you're constantly arguing with her,
now that she never seems content,
does that make it harder to be away from me?
Well, you know you could be happy,
why are you so hesitant to give it a shot?
& Trust me,
I'm just as scared as you,
if not worse.
You know I'd never break your heart,
but can you garuntee me the same thing?
After our past,
I know you cant.
All I want,
is a chance to see,
if I could be all you ever need,
I know you're all I want.
So what do you say,
lets make another memory,
one we'll never forget.
I can't be her,
but I promise I can be better.