Everyone says to just let it out
it'll make you feel better
but it's easier said than done
how do you express your feelings
of guilt about your brother when you know the answer
"it's not your fault, you didn't know what would happen"
"stop blaming yourself because what's done is done"
how do you express your feelings
of being scared for your friends
because they don't call or answer your call
so you don't know where they are
or if their fathers gotton drunk and hurts with words
how do you express your feelings
of loneliness even though you're in a house with people
not knowing when they're going to fight
or if you can pay the monthly bill
them saying they'll be there but never understanding
how do you express your feelings
of yearning to get out of one place
when you have no money of even a license
you know what you want to do
but have no one to believe in you
wanting to get out so badly
you're willing to do anything to forget about the whole mess
