I put down my defenses...

As tears stream down my face, my eyes shut so tight
Music in my ears, my head is filled with fright
I wipe the tears from my eyes, and still the tears come down
Memories play in my, with this song, I knew they would be found
There's nothing I can do to hide them, they will never go away
Because this pain I feel will always be here to stay
There's nothing i can do to change it, they way i feel for him
And i can't hide it for to long, I'm not good at playing pretend
He told me he loved me, and I said it back,
But I also said "It's over" and now it's him i lack
I never knew I loved him, until it was to late
They say there's nothing I can do, but i wont except that fate
I love this boy so much, I never thought i could
I let down my defenses, I never thought i would
And through this poem I've said things, that i never thought I'd say
And I don't care who knows it, I wont let anything get in my way
All I want is for him to know that I truly care
And whenever he realizes it, I want him to know I'll ALWAYS be there.