Not again...

I can not lose you
Not again
The first time was bad enough
My heart isn't this tough

At least the last time
I could still see your face
Your not going to make it easy on me
This time i can't just let it be

I can't just wake up
And say hello sweetie
Now your to far away
the reason's for this i can not say

I will see you again
I just cant promise when
The next time i see your face
Will be at heaven's gate!