Second To None

You don't deserve me at my best
if you can't handle me at my worst
i refuse to keep being your second choice
i'll find someone who wants me as their first

i played a long, i let it go
the fighting seemed endless, you were always gone
thought it was a phase you need to go through
found out it was an addiction gone wrong

stains on your collar, calls at the house
leaving me would be better than living in suspense
tell me you cheated, say it to my face
the constant " you're trippin " made me tense

the straw that broke the camel's back
that's what you were
the last time i'd be treated like this
decided on loving myself more than loving another

until i realized, there was someone for me
babyboy came so unexpectedly
he said he'd never cheat on me, always love me&would show me fun
the most importantly, he said i'd be second to none