I Hope You Remember Me

In my mind you always are.
You're apart of my everyday life.
Everything feels all wrong.
But I know I can't never make it right.

My heart doesn't beat at the same pace.
Infact it barely beats at all.
Sometimes I have the strength to stand.
Sometimes Im weak and fall.

I lay awake all night.
With only you on my mind.
I think about our memories.
And all the happy times

Tell me is this the way.
Things are suppose to be.
Am I suppose to continue my life.
Without you to complete me.

Am I suppose to love you with all my heart.
Am I suppose to think of your laugh.
Am I suppose to think of your smile.
Or should I put it all in the past.

Am I suppose to lie awake at night.
Crying my eyes out.
Cause baby you're my everything.
You're all I think about.

Tell me do you still love me?
Or think of me at times?
Are you crying for me at all?
As you read every line.

I continue you lying awake at night.
Wondering if you'll ever come back.
Cause all of this seems wrong with out you.
And my life seems like its off track.

I fall apart more and more.
At times I just break down.
My smile has faded away.
Now that you're not around.

You know ill always wait for you.
My heart is yours to keep.
When I hear your beautiful voice.
Its the only way I can sleep.

One day I wont be here.
But in your heart ill always be.
So when you think theres no one who cares.
I hope you remember me..

By-Jay Jay