My soul says no

I look up at the stars
and think of you.
tell me are you
watching them too?

I thought a special bond
had formed between us.
That are love for each other
had some how freed us.

But I guess I was wrong
because soon she came along
and ripped are so called bond apart.
Like 1000 needles piercing my heart.

I silently wait now empty and alone,
because she is at your throne.
Where I once sat, she is now,
and I only on a dirty mat.

But if this is true why wont my heart let go,
Why does my soul say no??

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