Every night I go to bed
not wanting to wake up the next morning
not wanting to face reality again
the screaming,
the fights,
drama,
crying,
boys,
LIFE
not wanting to face any of it
always going to bed hoping God would save me from this place
the place were i am supposed to feel safe
but yet i fell the most unsafe in this place
this place is home
i want to go home
my real home
with God to praise
and when i can finally leave all of this behind
